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maybe you could come to me, i'm always here to care&tolove to be plan b anything you need I'm here, indeed love, Alexandria N. Samberg Nobody seems to know that I'm always here, I'm always here to care, To talk to, to anything. Nobody notices how much I care for them. Maybe I don't show it too well. Or maybe I don't give good advise so they don't bother to talk to me because I'd just say to them what they don't want to hear. I don't know. Maybe they never noticed. [Edit:] I have done some thinking, and it's all because of Health which has made me realize some of the things that I have said are not true, because when I said them, I wasn't thinking things through. False things that I have said: -I will not die for you -I can live without you -You're not the only one who makes me happy The truth: -I will live for you -I can live without you, but it wont be a good life -You're the person who makes me happiest -You have the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen -You're the sweetest guy I have ever met -You make me smile with not even trying -You have changed me in many ways, and every single way you have changed me, is a good change -You have made me a better person -I will love you forever&foralways -I could never love someone as much as I love you, in this way that I love you -You're the only person I'd be able to make out in the grass with and be compterable -You're the only one, if I can choose, it's only you ♥ There's so much more, but I'm not going to lsit all of it I had to get that out. I don't want to be part of the addicting love. I don't want to be over-obsessive. I don't want to be a stalker I don't want to die I don't want to be suicidal
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wow. your diary is amazing? how did you make it like that?
aw i would but like i only have msn...do you have that? or maybe you could just email moi? make_me_your_mannequin@hotmail.com
p.s i am in love with that thing the lies and truth thing...did you write it?
That's cool :]
I really like that truth/false thing. Speaks a lot of truth
You're welcome
Alex i love you. and i know you care. and i care for you A L W A Y S. and if you ever need to talk i am 100000000000000% here for you. iloveyou

[Anonymous]
hey your friend ((iloveyou1990)) or somthing told me that you put the blue boarder around it.. i wanted to know the code for it.. if you have it
thanks!
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