Well, everything is better between Tara and me. She came over to my house last night. We just talked about serious stuff. It was nice...it was nice that I could finally get some of the stuff out that I wanted to say all along. She said there were other problems with her but she seemed to be blameing it on Greg and me and she said she was sorry. She left...and now I feel lonely. Very lonely. I feel sick too. Like the same way I felt in math the other day. Yesturday was fine. It got better while the day went on. At first I was pretty depressed, because I wasn't really sure of what Tara thought about me, but as I know now, everything is back to the way it was. Lol yesturday Tara and I went around the school asking people if they knew what cameltoe was. It was hillarious. Only a few people knew and they were like 'THAT'S DISCUSTING' lol, it was fun. Only people who knew were Ally, Elizabeth, and O'neal. I really don't want Catie to leave. It's just not going to be the same at all. I feel horrible about it. How I've kept so much stuff from all of them, and now she's leaving. I don't want this to happen. But it doesn't really matter what I think, does it? I'm worried about alot of things. I think my grandmother knows. But I'm not sure, you'd think 5 years of doing it and she would know by now. Why does it seem like something is wrong? It sounded like he was...I don't know...upset on the phone? Uhm...maybe it was just me. Hmph.... I hope this weekend is as great as last weekend's was. I really do. My grandma is thinking about going to the mall. I don't know if I wanna go or not. I think I might. I need some new clouths and shit. Hmm... Edit: Well, today so far has been prudy good. I went to the mall and got some kick ass shoes. They're pink and black and totally awesome. I also got a HIM hoodies, new Green Day CD, Thursday CD[Waiting], and I think that's it... I'm going to Catie's tonight. First we're going to a movie then I'm going to spend the night at her house. It's going to be fun...hopefully. Next week should be good. Except the part about the report cards. I think I'm failing like 2 or 3 of my classes. I think I might have pulled my Social Studies grade up to atleast a D or a C and I don't know if my Science grade is still a C I think it might even be lower now, and I know that my Ochrastra grade is like a F or a D because I haven't turned in ONE practise sheet. Not one. It's pretty pathetic. But besides the report cards everything else should be great, because of Fall Break then like after that week it's Halloween? Right? Eh, I don't know, and I'm too lazy to go look at a calender or whatever. Okay I'm gonna go...bye.