Woah...4 more days...! Everything is better between Tara and me again! I'm so happy. She called me last night, we didn't talk long, like we usually did, but she still called me. Which was really nice. Then today we talked at the end of school. I even tried to tie her shoe and she was like 'WHAT THE FUUUCK ARE YOU DOOING?' and I was like 'Hah...I'm tieing yer shoe.' and she was like 'Uh...you don't have to do that' and I was just silent, and then she said 'Yea, I shouldn't be mad at you just for not doing something Greg said not to do'. So yea, everything is better, and it's great. We had the convo today. It was...differnt, since I was actually in the convo. Today was nice, we hardly got any homework, except in Math and English, which I finished my math, but I haven't done my English yet...yeah...I should do that soon... I feel...weird. I don't know why either. I feel like something is wrong, but I don't know what. I don't really have anything to talk about...I'm going to go...bye. Edit: Well, I'm upset again, and I guess I shouldn't be, but I feel like crying, but I shouldn't. I need to be happy. I feel so depressed though. I hate this. Why when I finally have an OKAY day, something has to go wrong? For the past...2-3 weeks every day has been so fucking shitty. I hate this. I hate feeling like this. I'm trying so hard not to cry. I am so pathetic. I hate this. Please. Be happy.