I don't know. I just have no idea. I don't know what I'm feeling, but everyone has said I've looked sad today. And you just kept asking Are you okay? and I'd keep responding with the same answer...yes, but it was a lie. I don't know whats wrong. But something is. Maybe it's the fact that he broke up with her. I hate that. I hate it, they were perfect. Maybe it's how you kept on talking about how scars never go away. You know...you made me feel really stupid. OR maybe it's just how now my hair looks sort of like an orangish color. I don't know. Maybe it's how I don't get my Math homework, and how I got a C or a D on my Social Studies test that I thought I did so great on. Maybe it's how I forgot to bring my Social Studies book home. It might just be how I'm just so lost right now. Please...tell me I'm okay. So, I got to see Catie today. It was nice. She said she liked my hair ALOT. I'm glad. Hmm...I miss her so much. It's weird. How come I get the most calls when I'm not at home? I think Deep Shadows And Brilliant Highlights is one of my favorite CDs again. Listening to Love You Like I Do makes me cry. I don't know why? Why would I like something that makes me cry? God...your so hott. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you what was wrong. I just...I just wasn't quite sure if something was or not. I love you. I love you. I love you. I don't know, I felt like I wasn't really talking to you today. I felt horrible. I just...I don't know. Please. We'll be together forever...Right? I want to be with you forever. I wish I could be with you all the time. I want to run away with you. I need you. I don't know. I just don't know. I can't think. All I can think about is you...and how I have to do my homework soon...so...I'm going to go...bye.