Today was horrible. Mostly because of what happened this morning. I was in FACS with Zach and O'neal. And we were all working on a word search, and one of the words we had to look for was 'cutter' and Zach goes 'Alex is a cutter', and I was like 'No, I'm not', and he was like 'Yeah, whenever Greg doesn't call she goes and cuts herself' and I was like 'No I don't, I don't cut' and he was like 'Whatever, did you ever look at your arm in the 6th grade?!', and I was like 'I DON'T FUCKING CUT!', then he turned my arm over and said 'Then what are those lines on your arm?' and I said 'There's nothing there...' and he was like 'Yes, there is. There are scars' and I was like 'No...', and it just went on and on. It was horrible. I was trying not to cry. I didn't think the lines were still visable, I thought only I could still see them, but I guess I was wrong. Like the other day when I was over at Catie's house, Patrick looked at my arm and said 'Bad girl' and I was like 'What' and he pointed at my arm. Then I said 'There's nothing there...' And then Zach and O'neal can still see them too. I think I might make my diary 'private' again. I swear, if anyone comments about cutting, I will make it private. So, yeah, besides that the day was okay. We had alot of homework though...I have to read 'The Diary of Anne Frank the play' tonight for homework and take reading notes over it. I don't want to. Oh well. We had alot of Spanish homework tonight too. We had 4 fucking worksheets to do. Why does she give us soo much homework? She said in class today if you don't want to learn Spanish than just don't show up to class. I really didn't want to goto Spanish today either. But I can see me skiping and then getting caught, and then her yelling at me why I thought it was okay to skip, and I would be a smart ass and say 'Well, you said we didn't have to show up if we didn't want to'. I'm so dumb. I saw Catie today. It was nice. I wish I could have spent more time with her though. She said she's going to come to our school every Wednesday. So YAY! Maybe I could come over too, she said I could. It would be so fun. My stomach hurts soo bad. :( I'm going to go.bye.