This is horrible. Just how he says he doesn't know anything about me. I feel like...I don't know. Maybe a bad girl friend who just keeps everything to herself. I shouldn't. I should be able to say everything that I feel, but I don't. And I don't know why. I guess, I'm just afraid, afriad of what he'll think about me if I told him the truth. I think he might not like me if I told him what I think about. What happened in my past. Just everything would be a huge shock. He said he wouldn't judge me, so, I should trust him...and tell him stuff about me then.
I'll tell you anything now, just ask me a question. Anything, what do you want to know about me? Everything? Just the stuff that makes me cry? What? Just ask, and I'll tell you.
I'm so thirsty. We have 2, 2 litters of Coke. So, I'm all good, I guess.
I just woke up. I forget what I dreamed. Hopefully, it was a good dream. Maybe one where I was with you, and we were at some fancy place, or maybe we were just with eachother. Just being with you, makes me oh so happy. I love you, I love you, I love you, I miss you so much.
I doubt I had a good dream though, all I ever have is nightmares, or I just don't remember my dreams at all, but those dreams that I don't remember could actually be good dreams, so, I can't say all I ever have is nightmares...Hm...
I thought I had alot to say, but it looks like I don't. But then again...I'm not done stating all my opinions.
You think it could be over with in 8 months? I think it could last way longer than that. I love you, and I can't live with out you, and I'm pretty sure, in 8 months, I'll still be thinking the same thing. I need you, please don't think like that. I think it could last forever. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you sosososososo much!
I feel really depressed right now, and I don't know why. Maybe it's the fact that I just wasted 2 or 3 hours of the day sleeping. I shouldn't do that. It's a bad habbit though.
All I want is to be with you, that all I'll ever want, and all I'll ever need. Just to be with you.
It looks like everyone is starting to find someone they love. Taylor found some guy named Billy, and Cathy is in love with this guy named Zakk, but I never know with Cathy, she like gets a new guy that she falls in love with, and they fall in love with her, and then she breaks up with them and stuff. It's...weird? I dunno, I've only heard half the story from Taylor.
Sometimes I just wish that I could know what your thinking.
I'm all alone, like usuall. I wish I could have done something today. I wish I could have done something better this whole weekend. This weekend sucked. I went to a suck ass wedding, then I got stuck at home for the rest of the weekend. This is horrible. Now, I have to go back to school, back to horrible teachers that hardly teach us anything and just yell at us most of the time, back to friends saying shit to me that hurts, back to coaches that keep on splitting us up. Just back to all of that, which I hate. The only reason why I'm still going on is because of you.
Sometimes I think what I would be like if we never started going out. I think of what would be all over my arms and how depressed I would be.
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me? And I don't want to fall into the light. Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't want to die tonight. Will you believe in me tonight. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?
-Morning Star
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