Today has been so fucking shitty. I have no clue whats going on. I just started crying today on the bus, then when I got home after talking to Greg, and when he went on his date with his mom, I just started crying again. I have no idea why.
My wrist hurts so bad. I'm sorry I haven't been telling you about this. And I'm sorry I haven't written in so long.
I've felt depressed all fucking day.
I'm worried, I'm afriad, I'm paranoid, and I'm depressed.
Maybe it's the fact that I haven't gotten to see you much.
Could that be it?
I don't know.
Catie pulled down my wrist band the other day. It was because of me being stupid and just messing around with Nick, and Catie was like 'GOD NICK YOUR SO DEPRESSED' and he actually wasn't, he was actually looking happy for once. So, I said 'GOD NICK YOUR SUCH A MANIC DEPRESSIVE', and he was laughing and stuff and then Catie just goes 'EXCUSE ME?, LOOK AT YOUR WRIST!' and she pulls down my wrist band. I want to know how she knew. I want to know why the fuck she did that. Does she want everyone to know what I do? God. I have no idea if people saw or not either. I don't think they did.....LeeAnn or Tara said something to get they're attintion away from us....I think. Hopefully.
I'm so sorry. Oh so fucking sorry.
They can't hate me for feeling the way I truely feel...can they?
I really hope Fall break isn't going to be like today. Please don't let it be like today.
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