Hmmm...I don't really remember what today was like, I just kinda blanked out on the bus, I guess. I don't remember if it was an okay day, or if it was a sucky one. Oh well. I know tomorrow is most likely gonna suck. I have to be stuck in with Mr. Huffman all day! God...we're gonna have to do work all day too [or so that's what I hear]. Ugh...oh well. LeeAnn pulled up my wrist band today. I got really scared. She didn't see my arm though...hopefully. I'm really scared about her finding this stuff out. I promised I wouldn't, and I know it's bad to keep stuff like this away from her, but...I just don't know. I got scared today everytime they were calling people up to student servies. I kept thinking they would call me up, because of the whole thing with Miss Linheart. God, I hope we don't get in trouble. Fuck I just updated this thing, and it didn't save. Oh well. I wish I could express myself more. I'm so afraid to state my opinion or anything like that, because I'm scared I'll get judged on what I think. I guess...I'm just weird like that. Tomorrow is gonna suck. I don't wanna be stuck in a room all day doing work. I did nothing wrong to deserve that. I remember in 6th grade if we didn't go on a field trip we got to watch a movie all day and stuff...what happened to that? Oh well...I better bring my comp book tomorrow, because I'll be bored... I hate thinking about that past, and I don't know why I have been lately. It's like I have nothing else to think about, or something will happen to remind me of it, I guess. God...Steph thinks I don't care about her anymore. Thats bullshit. See all my friends are saying I'm doing stuff that they do to me. It's fucked up. Again...maybe it's me. There's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out. There's a tear in my heart where the love ran out. I thought we worked, pushed toward the same ends, I'll never be so quick to trust again, trust agin. Disenchanted, disgusted, I regret that I trusted. I put my faith. My faith in you, you poisoned me through and through. I thought we both shared the same injuries. Now I've found it's you who injures me. My heart is cracked from being left out in the cold. I know you'll pay for what you've taken - tenfold. Disenchanted, disgusted, I regret that I trusted. I put my faith. My faith in them, they twisted the knife further in. Disenchanted, disgusted, I regret that I trusted. I put my faith. My faith in them, they twisted the knife further in. -Salt In Your Wounds