I thought I would come back to write, maybe the last entry that I will write in here. I don't know. I can't leave this diary, maybe it's because I had this diary when I had the best year of my life. On June 12, 2005, I will have had this diary for a whole year. Do you ever just read old entries? Like your friends, your's, whoevers? You just read them, from maybe almost a year ago, and you see how much that person has changed. Who they used to love, and how they used to act. I was doing that today, and I started crying, because I almost forgot how wonderful August through December was. I miss it, and now everything is just horrible. I have summer school, a stupid pre-algebra class that I don't even need to be taking because I just fucked up on the ISTEP. I had a B+ in Math all year, and that was when I wasn't trying. But anyways, I'm doing fine in pre-algebra. But I guess it's okay no, not really since we get a credit and such. But it really just makes the day bad. I have to wake up around 6ish and I usually can't get to sleep till around 3, so there's only around 3 hours of sleep, so by the time I get home, I go to sleep, and I miss out on the whole day. I'm really sad now that I read some of the old entries. Everything used to be perfect and I never really realized that till now. I feel like I could have tried to make things better, even though I tried my hardest. I just wish I could have been better. It's been alittle bit over a month, and I'm still not over this. I'm talking to a friend right now, and I think he's mad at me, I don't know. It just really seems like it. bye darksecretlove