Well...I haven't really wrote in a while, for the past few days...I've felt...sortof emotional? I don't know...after that phone call...I don't want to talk about it...but I should...I guess. Everything was fine at school Friday. Matt still didn't say anything horrible to me like he usually does, we didn't have any homework, the day was just pretty layed back. Then I went with Catie's mom with Steph. We met LeeAnn at Qdoba[sp?] and got food. Then we went to the house and Tara was already there, just...sitting there...we ate then just messed around for awhile. Soon Zach and Tanzer came, then Allison, then Jesse, then Dan [not the one from Lincoln, one of Patrick's new friends], then Marcy and some other chick came, but they left shortly, then Nick, then Becca....and ya. But now to that phone call...god. It could have been avoided, but no. She wouldn't hang up the fucking phone. God damnit Catie, why didn't you hang up the fucking phone? That question will never be answered. It could have just ended with me telling them 'SHUT UP YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM, IF YOU CALL AGAIN I'LL KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS, I SWEAR I WILL, DON'T FUCK WITH ME!!'. The people on the phone were Ben, Matt, and Dan. They called and Patrick picked up. He said they asked for Greg, then Tara got on the phone to talk to them. While Tara was on the phone, Catie went into her mom's room to listen on the conversation. Tara hung up, but Catie didn't. I got on when Patrick and Tara told me what they were talking about so I told them what I said up there. It could have ended it all, but no. Then we both ended up in the bathroom crying. Soon after that everything got better, but I just don't know...it could have all been avoided if she hung up the fucking phone. Or, if they never called in the first place. I think like Max was over there or something, and they called to see if he'd come over, which I'm glad he didn't.
Ugh oh well.
There are three kinds of people in this world:
pussies, dicks, and assholes.
pussies are always just getting fucked
dicks are always fucking things up
assholes are always just shitting on everyone
but you never know...a pussy could turn into an asshole since it's only 1 1/2 inch away from it.
AHAHAHA that movie was hilarious. I bet I didn't get the thing right, but whatever.
Well, Tara is over here, and she's staying again. I'm glad, other wise I don't know what I'd do.
Patrick and LeeAnn go out now...
so do Zach and Catie.
It's so funny how everyone hooks up at her house, yet, so weird. Because like before Zach asked Catie out, he was making out with Steph, I knew she still had feelings for him ewwwwwwww *kidding*.
Well, I finally took a pretty good picture, for like the first time ever at school. I'm not making a stupid smile, I don't look like I'm going to kill myself, and I don't have hair in my mouth, so it's pretty good. Except my lips, they look...I don't know blury. It's because when she took the picture, I was weting my lips...oh well. It's a good pic, and everyone else seems to think so too.
Its so fun to compare the old picture to the new one. I look older in my new one, but that's because I am, but only by like a month hah.
My arm seems to look way better.
We went to the movies today. We saw Team America. It was good. The only bad thing is pupet sex and action. PUPET SEX THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH PUPET SEX! lol ooooooooooooooooh yes there is Zach. You should have seen all the positions and shit they had sex in....lol it was so fucking hilarious.
Jesse made me feel weird at the party. He told me he has NEVER made out with Rae. When he told me that, I was just in shock. They've been going out for a year and some, and have only kissed twice. Him telling me that made me feel like....a whore. He said they never talk anymore, yet they still go out. He said they're conversations are short and simple. I guess like the usuall hey, hi, how are you?, I'm fine how are you?, I'm good, that's good, how was your day?, it was okay, really?, yea, fun. He said they don't even talk on the phone anymore. God, I hope that never happens to me.
It was fun talking to Jesse, I haven't REALLY talked to him like that since like..the 3d grade. I think if he never moved schools, we could have still been best friends. I can't believe I never called him or we never hung out besides school...what best friends we were...huh?
Well, I'm gonna go....bye.
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