Well, today was pretty boring. Nothing really happened. Uhm...Mrs Sanders has been sick or something all week so we've had a sub everyday, that's cool...I guess. Uhm...We're watching a movie in Social Studies, so we don't have any work....uhh....yea, everything else is basically the same as like anyother day. I think I like Miss Conway alot for some odd reason. I don't know why. Everyday I get to like her even more. Like she'll read my diary and give me advice on what I should do and stuff. It just makes me feel like someone cares. Not that I don't think anyone doesn't care about me, it's just...I don't know. Someone that doesn't know me, actually cares. I dont' know? It seems we are growing apart. It just feels that way. I hate saying/feeling this, but its how it seems. Maybe it's just because you are grounded. I only get to see you that few minutes of the day, and we don't really talk. For the past few days the only things we have actually gotten to say to eachother is 'Hi' 'How're you?' just stuff like that, then usually someone is either there, and I don't know what to talk about, or someone's like HEY ALEX blah blah blah. I don't know. I hope things will feel better soon. I'm sure they will, once he's ungrounded we'll be able to talk about things again. Hmph...they have to pick on us? Why do they always have to pick on either Tara or me? We're the only ones who don't like/want to talk to them and they're constantly talking about us/to us. They don't even know me. Yeah, we've known eachother since the first grade, but you don't know me. You guys don't know anything about me. They really don't. I talked to my mom on the phone today. It was nice. She invited me over for Thanks Giving dinner, and she said I could bring someone, which I'm sure wont happen, because most of my friends will want to be with there familly on Thanks Giving. She said I could also stay the night and stuff. I really miss her. I can't wait to see her, it's been since like August/September since I last saw her. I kept feeling like I was going to throw up today. It started in the care, my grandma was just driving and then I felt it, then once I got out of the car, I felt better, then when I was walking through the hallway I felt like was going to throw up again. Ugh... Haha my mom called again and she was like 'DOES YOUR GRANDMA KNOW ABOUT YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS?!?!?!' God, my dad and step-mom did that too. OH MY IT SAYS 69 IN IT!!! THATS SOOOOOO HORRIBLE! lol. She was like 'What does it mean?' and I was like 'It's a song...' and she was like 'By who?' and I was like by HIM and she was like 'Who?' and I said 'HIM' and she was like 'Is that the name of the band?' and I was like 'Yea...' it was so funny. And then she told me to change my e-mail to DarkSekretSlut69@aol.com it was so fucking hillarious!!! Okay, I might write more later...bye Edit: Okay well, my grandmother made me make a new screen name and e-mail, because of the '69' god....oh well, my new screen name is: DarkSekretLovex3 and my new E-mail is DarkSekretLovex3@aol.com so yea.... Okay I'm going to go...bye