Today was okay. Its been 3 months!!!!! Yeah. This is great. This weekend was pretty good. The party was fun. But lotts of stuff happened at the party, like Patrick ran off and made alot of people upset, Steph was...upset about the party? I don't know, I know she didn't like it though, Also Patrick almost broke up with LeeAnn on the phone, but everything is better between them now. It was...confusing. OH OH OH!!! GUESS WHAT?!?!?! I GOT ALL MY AFI STUFF IN THE MAIL TODAY!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEE MOTHA FUCKA!!!!!!!!! Yeah, I got 3 shirts and 2 hoodies. They're awesome. I like the material they're made out of, it's different, but cool. OH OH AND THIS WEEKEND IS THE HIM CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehe I'm so happy! OH AND WE DON'T HAVE ANY HOOOMEWORK TODAAAY!!!!!!! lol well, we did, but I finished it all! YO FUCKAAAAAA Where the fuck are you? If only you were on, or I was talking to you on the phone right now, everything would be great. I just noticed how GREAT and AMAZING my life is. Why do I make it seem like it's not? God, I'm so fucking spolied. I have the GREATEST boyfriend EVER. I have the most AMAZING friends and familly. How could I think I was depressed for one moment in my life? I'm so happy. I wish you could see. I keep looking at my pictures. They look sorta...sad. I don't get why. Why am I not smileing in my pictures? Maybe I thought it would look stupid. My eyes are green in the pictures. It's weird. It's amazing how everything can turn out to be. The beginning of the day it felt like everything was going to be horrible. Mainly because Zach was showing the FACs class my hickie on my neck and he told O'neal that Greg and I were fondeling each other, which we weren't. So then I over heard O'neal telling Ian that we were doing stuff, which we weren't, and everything just felt..ugh. I don't know how to explain it. But then things just got better as the day went on. I'm glad it did. HAHA MAX GOT KICKED IN HIS BAAAAAALLS!!!! Last night I could not get to sleep. All I could think about was seeing him, and how much I missed him, even though I spent like 6 hours with him on Saturday. I was just so hyper, mainly because I was drinking Mountain DEW at 11:00 at night. See, I woke up, and I was thirsty, so I got a Moutain DEW, then I was laying in bed, and I wouldn't get back to sleep, so I started...doing stuff...then I was so hyper, I couldn't stay in bed, so I went into the bathroom, and started cleaning my shoes...weird, then I turned my music really loud and layed in bed. It was nice, but in the morning my grandmother was trying to wake me up...and she couldn't. Everytime she said 'COME'ON ALEX WAKE UP' I would think of the Spanish word 'Nosotras' for some reason, which means 'we' in English. So then when she was waking me up, I just yelled out 'WE!!!' Yeah...I'm weird. God, I wish we could do something. I want to do something. I want to get out of this house. I lost like 3 of our phones. It's messed up. I can't find mine, and I'm getting pissed off about it. Because my phone is the shit. Plus I don't have to check the caller ID, because it has a different ring tone for each of my friends. Hmph...oh well. It looks like I need to stop being so fucking lazy. Okaaaaaaaaaay I'm going to go... OH WAIT! BEFORE I GO...GUESS WHOOO NICK GOOOES OUT WIIITH!!!!!! Sarah Bugsbe[sp?]. Weeeeeeeeird. Okay...NOW I'm going to go...bye Edit: I love my new layout. Don't you? It's from an AFI CD thing. I thought it looked cool...AND it DOES so, yeah. Woah time went by fast. It's already 8:00. Hmph... Okay, I put my diary on a 'public preview'. I don't know why, but it just seems like I don't have anything to hide anymore, but if I do feel like I need to hide things again, I'll set it back to the way it was. nalala