"I'm fragile, don't break me with your word, 'Love' is by far the worst thing I've ever heard; So many people 'live by love,' but who's heart Truly knows what love is like when it's torn apart?" Maria Sevag -- "Frozen Flowers" I just got hit in the stomach with a brick. You know how it feels when you're so angry you cry, you're so afraid your stomach doesn't hold anything, your mind is such a mess that you can't even remember where you are, your eyes are so bleary with tears that you scream to the heavens for more light? Now, do you know how it hurts to have all of those things at once? I didn't either. Not until today. I found out that as soon as I graduate, and they don't have to worry about supporting a child, my parents are going to get divorced. Yup. Just like that. Screaming, yelling, pain, everything. My dad left, I thought he was going to take his life. My mom looked like she would never be able to sit still, she was shaking so badly. I called Carla and told her everything. At first, I thought I had laid it on her a little too much. I called, got her dad, and tried my best to keep my voice from shaking. The first words from my mouth: "I hope I didn't interrupt anything...?" Haha, if only the rest could've been so light hearted. It tapered off eventually; I'm so lucky to have met this woman. I can't tell you guys enough how much she makes me better, how often she heals the wounds I never let anyone else see...and I may be a sap for saying this, but I mean it completely, and I don't use this phrase often: i love her dearly.