I'm in a writing groove as of now. Well, mostly I was in a writing mood last night and got a lot of ideas in my mind about this English project. It's all up there. Now to transpose it into words. I'm slightly sad that summer is over, but I'm also happy that school is back. It'll take my mind off obvious emptinesses in my life. no, I shouldn't say that. there's no hole in my heart, it's full of love and all that. But I am kind of lonely. More physically than anything. But I can fend that off. I've been physically alone for long periods of time many times before in my life, but whenever that happened, I was also mentally solo. It's strange to not feel like I need some contact with the outside world...I'm usually too social for that. andyes, people, I do worry about her. I'm not apathetic. I don't worry about things that won't happen, because that's just stupid, but I do worry about minor things -- if she's having fun, if she's doing well, all that stuff.