I'm supposed to go volunteer at the library today in about 30 minutes. It's a Harry Potter celebration thing, and I feel awkward going to it because I never got in to the Harry Potter rage. I read the first three because my grandma got them for me at christmas, but after that I've had no interest in the series. I didn't even know the one that came out today was the sixth one. I guess that shows how much I care, huh? I don't really mind that I'm working it, what bothers me is that Mrs. Socia didn't tell me that yesterday was a set up day, that I was needed today, or even when I could come in to help out. I told her to contact me if she needed anything, but apparently she forgot that I said that. I really pisses me off, because I'm stuck here in the dark, hoping to get out there and do something, yet she tells me nothin. It makes me angry; I need to know when and where because my parents need early warning. I'm sure that's gonna change when I hit 18, because a lot of things are, but I'd still like to know in advance. I can't be "on call" every minute of every day. I hate how most employers think that just because we're in high school, we're essentially worthless grunts that should be here no matter what, giving our lives to work for them. Well, I'm sick of it. I'm sick of feeling guilty because I have another job I absolutely love (at the library) and have to tell my other boss that I can't give her hours during the week because #1 I don't like it there, and #2 I have no time for myself.