*sigh*. And so the desecration of friendships begins. -Nathan- I'm sorry, but I don't understand at all where your ideas are coming from these days. I think you need to reevaluate the things you hold dear to you -- is it a job, which can change at a moment's notice, a house, which you now have two to live in, or friends like Ryan, who are few and far between in their loyalty, trust, and judgment? I'd like to think that the Nathan we all know and care about chooses the final option, but it seems as though you've not done that. THAT is why we are unhappy with you. Not only that, of course, but also because you presumed things about us that hurt us quite deeply. I can speak on Ryan's behalf, because you did the same thing to me that you did to him, and the result was the same -- now you're two friends down and have lost things that you yelled at us over losing. Standing without a pot to piss in is what the saying is, I believe. -Ben/Isaiah- I don't hate you. We don't hate you. Neither Carla nor I, and not even Rachel hate you. I don't understand your reasoning at all, I don't see why you would throw away something you've fought for all this time, and I don't get why you're falling into this hole again. I'm still your friend; I'm just not very happy with you because you hurt another of my friends. I care about you, still, and all will turn out sooner or later. -The rest of my friends- I'm sorry that any of this happened if it bothers you. Otherwise, bear with us...service should return shortly.