Rachel pisses me off more than anything I have ever seen. She plays her life out to be a lot worse than it is; she does the stupidest, most hypocritical shit ever; and she has way too much drama in her life. I don't want to be a part of her life anymore. All she does is drag me down and make me feel like shit. I fucking hate that girl. I'm really pissy right now, but for good reason: I'm sick of being her shit hole, for being the shoulder she cries on when she has Scott. I don't mind being a shoulder, considering I'm BECOMING A PSYCHOLOGIST, but I don't particularly love being cried on, then being smacked in the face. I wish I had never dated her. I didn't love her at all. I was stupid. I was young. I made a huge mistake by even saying yes. But it is over, and I found someone a lot better -- someone who respects me, who cares about me, who makes me feel beautiful, loved, happy. I'll let you read this when the time comes.