Give me all your hopless hearts and make me ill

Feeling: fatigued
::: THE SURVEY ::: BASICS [ x ] Spell your first name backwards:nagem [ x ] Are you a lesbian/queer? ..no [ x ] Where do you live? amsterdam new york B) DESCRIBE YOUR [ x ] Wallet? I dont even have one.. [ x ] Hairbrush? it doesnt have a handle [ x ] Toothbrush? like a red-orange [ x ] Jewelry worn daily? my jellys and my virgin bracelets [ x ] Pillow cover? black pillow covers and a fuzzy red throw pillow :) [ x ] Blanket? black.. [ x ] Coffee cup? I dont like coffee [ x ] Sunglasses? I dont wear sunglasses [ x ] Underwear? white [ x ] Shoes? green and white etnies and pink and black chuck taylors [ x ] Handbag? I dont have a handbag ..who am I boring! [ x ] Favorite shirt? my pink Volcom stone shirt [ x ] Cologne/Perfume? cucumber melon body spray [ x ] CD in stereo right now? my blossom records cd sampler [ x ] Tattoos? when I get older like 18 [ x ] Piercings? my ears and my eyebrow [ x ] What you are wearing now? my old navy jeans and my rock is dead long live paper and scissors shirt ..and my dads walmart distrubution center hoodie.. [ x ] Hair? up in a crazy ass messy bun thingy [ x ] Makeup? eyeshadow masscara eyeliner WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) [ x ] In my mouth? my fingers.. [ x ] In my head? Jon..how im gonna get my weed..thanksgiving weekend ..brandons house..resentment..regret [ x ] Wishing? for someone..to do something ..so that someone..can be with someone like me [ x ] Talking to? lyndsie and Rachel [ x ] Eating? nothing.. [ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? Mrs.Cullen ..she is so frickin mean..to like everyone [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now? Jon..maybe Kevan.. [ x ] Is next to you? Mr.Unseen ..or put simply ..Carlos [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? X-mas vacation [ x ] The last thing you ate? i ate at applebees Name three bad habits you have: [ x ] smoking anything [ x ] eating junk food [ x ] cutting because I feel sorry for myself Name four scents you love: [ x ] cucumber melon [ x ] vanilla [ x ] mainly all guys cologne :) jon smells good ..so do a bunch of other guys :) [ x ] cigarette smoke Name four television shows you love: [ x ] spongebob [ x ] rugrats [ x ] family guy [ x ] real world Name four drinks you regularly drink: [ x ] mountain dew [ x ] sprite [ x ] chocolate milk [ x ] flavored water Name four random facts about yourself: [ x ] I love my friends to death [ x ] i like to smoke [ x ] i like to write poems [ x ] certain guys make me horny :) lol EVER.... [ x ] Fallen for your Best Friend?: nope [ x ] Been rejected? ..its an everyday thing [ x ] Been in love? crazy as it is ..yes [ x ] Used someone? sadly ..yes I have.. [ x ] Been used? yeahh ..sadly [ x ] Been cheated on? nope .. [ x ] Done something you regret? spilling my guts about what mark told me LAST THING/PERSON... [ x ] You touched? my face [ x ] You talked to? rachel and lyndsie [ x ] You hugged? my daddy :) and Tj [ x ] You instant messaged? Rachel :) [ x ] You yelled at? mark :D [ x ] You laughed with? krissy [ x ] You had a crush on? jonathan martin konik [ x ] Who broke your heart? jonathan martin konik DO YOU... [ x ] Color your hair? ..never done it ..my hair is still its natural color [ x ] Have tattoos? nope.. [ x ] Piercing? yeahh ..my ears and my eyebrow [ x ] Own a web cam? no.. [ x ] Have aol? AIM? ..no and yes [ x ] What should you be doing right now? sleeping [ x ] What are you listening to? My Chemical Romance ..play over and over in my head [ x ] Can you do anything freakish with your body? I can sit on my knees and bend all the way backwards [ x ] Chicken or fish? you got chicken?! yeahh chicken [ x ] Do you have a favorite animal? cows :) [ x ] Is ice cream the best thing in the world? not really .. RANDOM [ x ] Who would your dream date be with (famous person)? ..conor oberst ..or adam lazarra :) [ x ] Single flower or a dozen? single red rose [ x ] Silver, gold or platinum? umm .. silver is shiny :D [ x ] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? home [ x ] Roses or wild flowers? wild [ x ] Silly or serious romance? combination of both [ x ] Do you consider yourself a romantic? yes [ x ] Shy? haha ..ummm lol [ x ] Boring? i suppose. [ x ] The Lovey Dovey type? i can be [ x ] What have you done TODAY? woke up ..school..AIM ..emergency room TODAY: [ x ] Laughed? uh huh [ x ] Helped someone? ..umm I helped Cj with her calculater cuz she is dumb :x [ x ] Dissected something? my thoughts [ x ] Drank alcohol? I need it [ x ] Cut your hair? no [ x ] Kissed someone? no [ x ] Missed someone? yes [ x ] Told someone you love them? no ..someone told me they loved me though.. [ x ] Met someone new? no [ x ] Favorite Disney Characters? Alice in Wonderland [ x ] Favorite fast food? Micky D's [ x ] Favorite book? Love Sara [ x ] Favorite song? Im Not Ok and Ghost Of You by My Chemical Romance and anything by Greenday and Nirvana [ x ] What room is your computer in? my living room [ x ] What is your shoe size? 8 [ x ] What will you be when you grow up? fashion designer [ x ] What are you doing right now? this and trying to fix my journal.. I went to the emergency room tonight because I sliced open my finger on a can lid and it hurts really bad .. I got 6 stitches it hurts like hell!! ..everyone feels bad for me :) I have great friends :D I love you guys* my finger hurts so bad ..omg it was blood everywhere I got so dizzy ..I was so scared ..but now im ok and I can get them out in 10 days :)
Leave me love..I need it
and trust me..I still love you
x3 mEg*
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ha thanks. sweet music choices. greenday..mcr..booya.


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