[100] Im not going to watch myself die*

Listening to: Shinedown-45
Feeling: freaky
I feel better today .. my voice is still screwed up and im coughing but hey what can I do? im taking medicine and cough syrup and im drinking lots of water im trying to rest too .. i hope aunt laurie says i can go down to analfiestas for the weekend Or my new years eve weekend will be ruined i miss jon so god damn much .. he doesnt know how bad I wanna be with him Jaimie told me her and meghan told jon about my wrists .. she told me they did it so .. they could prove to jon that i LOVE him .. its not ganna change his mind that way .. its ganna make me look more pathetic I just wanna hold him in my arms and prove to him that I love him in a more respectable fashion maybe then I can make him see? my parents just left they are going out to eat and I am left here by myself but they are bringing me home Wendys hehe :D yes! THIS IS MY 100th ENTRY!! haha yeahh awesome .. wow ive really been writing in this thing for a long time :) its all good lol and im going to go now bye loves* You almost always pick the best times To drop the worst lines You almost made me cry again this time Another false alarm .. red flashing lights Well this time im not going to watch myself die ♥ Megan
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Yeah we have a friend named
"Hard On" Anal Fiesta bitch! yeahh pimp! 69
"I want head please. And my dick is big" yeahh pimp! steve dont remember emily at all! yeahh i couldve gave him head if i wanted to

anal fiesta*
[Anonymous]
yeah, its all about the fishies :]
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[Anonymous]
congrats !! love the diary!
hello
[Anonymous]
oh man you are sick too!!!

i just commented on someone who is also sicky poo! :(

oh well. happy new years!
[Anonymous]
heyy meg :) thanks for all the comments my christmas wasn't too shabby how was yours? sad to say i'm not feeling better tho.. and my doctor won't let me go back to school until i'm totally better :-! what a drag.. I'm practically trapped in my house!!

but no worries..i'm bound to get better sooner or later

with love
Cole :)
[Anonymous]
p.s. I hope you feel better!!

sorry i coulda swore i said that in my last comment.. :-/ o well

-cole
[Anonymous]
ya i'd do-izzle him too. lol. who wouldn't? anywizzle, homie, i kinda want to go back becuz i haven't done anything this whole vacation, but i don't want to do work! lol.

later homie
lol thankx =) if ur thinkin that it makes it seem like i cut then ya..i did..new years lol i spent NwYrs drunk crying and cutting ... :-(