i told Sarah that this morning. I feel " beat " I went to bed at 11 last night. usual time, but im dead tired. All American Rejects. toooooooonight =* i cant wait to see them. im not excited to see FFTL. they're awful live. and fall out boy, theyre okay. I suppose. they have a real good live show. and the hush sound, ive never heard of. and I dont like Hawthorne Hieghts. But AAR. im excited for them ♥ Laaaast night. I talked to Nigel. about the way I feel. I told him that I wanted to be his girlfriend. and I told him about how happy he makes me. I didnt tell him I thought he was perfect that'd make me sound wicked lame. even though it's pretty much true. and he told me he doesnt think he'd make me happy. which is completely lame. because he doesnt know what makes me happy. and as a matter of fact, he makes me happy. you know, if I ever dated him. i dont know what'd id do. i'd be the happiest person on the face of this earth. it's incredible how he makes me feel. and he'll be leaving soon. i have butterflys. and i dont even know why. I wish I had a potatoe peeler. I want to stab someone. o_O im getting violent now. eh. I have to go. bells going to ring not soon. but soon enough. [ that made no sense. ] ♥ buhbye.