Im outside of your window with my radio<3

by fadedxdreams
Feeling: abandoned
I go into these conversations know how they will turn out its always the same day in and day out i say hi you .. reply with hi i ask the popular question .. whats up you say nothing .. and im thinking more from you can be said you ask me how i am .. i say fine when in reality im not fine .. but I cant tell you that now can I -funny how the conversation ends there. i always know this will happen why do I constantly put myself through the embarrassment? I miss being urs... ^nikki's info .. does she miss being jon's? i miss being jon's and I wasnt even his .. actually I was all his for 2 nights .. that seem to last forever in my mind memories dug up from the back of my mind sending that chill through my body that same chill I got the night you first touched me. this sadness is very unbearable driving me to do the unthinkable Id like to dedicate this entry to the boy who broke my heart x3foolish as I am I still love you I guess this is all the brokenhearted complaining I can do for one night sealed with a kiss ♥ Megan_xo
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omg I want to slap you!!!
________x3
your entrys always seem to be about Jon.
get over him
well ...maybe i shouldnt talk...
BUT I DC. :)
your suffer more then me over ...three

♥ the one and only Jessica.
haha.


















































yeah so what if i love Darryl john thompson anddd Joseph Francis?
[Anonymous]
hot diary! greenday rules :D
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i love the new background. :) billie joe! ahh hes so gorgeous. lol. we havent talked in a while. you should comment my diary sometime and we can talk. :) i miss you! :( *is sad* lol well ttys!

sarah*
[Anonymous]
yes id like to think i am but yea lol. Thx for the comment chick
You can add me, Ill add you too :). Jimminy I nearly scream whenever I look at your background. Hes so hot!! But yeah...It sucks, it's so frustrating. Ill leave him comments on his sD, and he'll just ignore them & not respond. Hell ignore me online and whenever I do talk to him and he actually talks back its always distant and just not relative. Its so hard pretending that nothing is wrong when I know that everything is wrong.
♥ ♥
I liked him for 2 months. He said he liked me back-end. It never went any further than him flirting constantly and me trying to hang out. He would always blow it off or say he can't he has other plans. So I finally got fed-up and confronted him. He said that his ex-girlfriend (they went out for 2 yrs) (who broke up with him almost a yr ago) was trying to get back together with him, he doesnt want a relationship, he's sorry, hopes Ill understand,-
blah blah blah. He led me on for two months, and so he apologized & I forgave him. We acted ilke nothing happened, and now out of the blue he's ignoring me. I didnt do SHIT to him! Its pissing me the fuck off, dude. Its not FAIR. Grah! And I kind of hit him below the belt, because he was like, "I feel really bad" and I said, "OH yeah. I bet. One girl who you claim to think is one of the most beautiful ppl youve ever seen is crushed and really--
-likes you. The other girl, the love of your life, who you didnt mention to the other girl from the start, wants you back. Oh woe is you, what to do what to do." but after that he still talked to me. its just so damned confusing. errrg. hey why dont you guys play the question game? you basically just ask each other questions back and forth and yeah.
heyy i saw ur comment on adore's diary... and wow.. i soo relate to that.. i like this guy and we went out but then he dumped me but i still like him and every time he goes online i juss sit there waiting for him to im me but when he does im me.. we dont talk about anything.. its like 5 words and then thats it.. well i juss thought id tell u that im going thro the same thing so ur not alone.. well ill talk to u later! byee!

xoxo,
sTePh
im sorry chick. most guys do that to us. break our heart and leave us for death. They suck balls but you just gotta find a way to move on....its a long hard road..

ima add you if thats ok.
i hate you.

[Anonymous]
nice to have a valentine. lol. ya so homieizzle my hair worked out but i have to re-figure out how to post a pic. i always forget. lol

lots of love.
*Your Homieizzle/Valentine.

lmao