addicted. i always have something to say about the mood I pick. i'm not addicted to drugs or anything. I should be. I dont know what i'm addicted too. o_O I miss being able to ramble. i've decided .. im not doing my computer project. im not doing anything today. im so upset. the only thing im doing is my global test. i want to be home. well, not really because my dad is home. and I dont like my dad. i have to stay after for art. or else ill fail. I hate school. it's too demanding. I dont have lunch money either. today's a horrible day. PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I forgot to add this last night. I kissed Nigel is school yesterday [= !! I was floating on clouds. it was amazing ♥ and now today. I see him and I want to punch him. i dont know why. i'm feeling really wierd lately. like when it comes to him. I told my mom about it and she told me that everything I was feeling was natural. I dont think it's natural .. it doesnt feel natural to me. i dont know. im going to go look for something better to do. that's not my project [=