And when its do or die .. you better run for your fucking li

by fadedxdreams
Listening to: Greenday-Letterbomb
Feeling: hollow
I hate to admit it .. but I still love you .. yes I still need you* yeahh I guess I still do love him .. i dont think at this point he will ever love me back .. in 3 months it will be 1 year im so pathetic .. but theres nothing I can do Today was just I dont even know .. its the usual. Ms.Contino makes me mad .. so I walked out and went to my locker .. now she doesnt even try and stop me .. i dont blame her I wouldnt try and stop me either .. and Mrs.Woj stopped class today just to tell me to stop writing something .. when it wasnt even anything important .. i hate her now Learning Lab was fun .. me.goldie.autumn kinda skipped and went to the gym locker room :D ahh it was soo radical B) i was standing under the hand dryer thingy and then i was like turning on all the showers :D .. hah. you would have to have been there Afterschool I had a councilers app. I wasnt really in the talking mood but I talked alot more than I had expected to. now she put me on meds. and she told me that it will give me energy but i have to watch out because sometimes it will give me too much energy and it will give me more energy to like .. hurt myself worse .. or so say do more damage. this should be an interesting turn out. *Alot of things on my computer pop-up But I want a message from you saying i will love you till the day i die* So unreal huh? I should really go to bed now .. even though I know i wont sleep. too much on my mind .. You're not the [Jesus][of][Suburbia] The St. Jimmy is a figment of Your father's r.a.g.e and your mother's l.o.v.e Made me the idiot America ♥ Megan
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lol yeah. and we'll all live a rock n roll life together!! woo! even our kids will be rock n roll! lol. :)

i havent smoked or drank nothin in over 22 days so get off of my case!
[Anonymous]
i know what you mean all to well. but i promise it will get better. i made it thro it and i kno you can ur a strong girl and there will be a good guy out there.. ya just gotta find him

amanda
awww take care dear. i kno it hurts now but in time ipromise it will get better. take care and ty for ur comment

amanda
I love you Meggie!

:-*
[Anonymous]
I am jealous haha

I think I'm ordering one that says "Take It Like A Man" and has an electric chair and says MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE underneath it.

its pretty sweeeeeeeeet.

you rule!♥
much love!,
exactly, stupid people..lol i like you the way you are too! stupid antidepressants, i wonder if they will put me on those..hmm. lol well luv ya loads homiE*iZzle
<3
exactly, stupid people..lol i like you the way you are too! stupid antidepressants, i wonder if they will put me on those..hmm. lol well luv ya loads homiE*iZzle
<3
haha yes, billie joe is the hot hot sex. have you ever seen green day in concert? they were here jus two months ago...my friend got to go (i didnt =/ ) and she said it rocked. Billie Joe made out with some random guy from the audience. lmao.
[Anonymous]
hey megan so much for doing good on the music test!!!*** Sorry i did really horrible too!
[Anonymous]
[Anonymous]
oh and umm...

im FrIeNding u BITCH

ahahah now ur StUck talkin to me :)


lol j/k

but yea ur on "the list" :-0
[Anonymous]
oh yEs oh yes :)

haha coRny? i dont see anyone coRny aRound heRe lol

i kno :( it really is. but very very good of course.

xo»justine
[Anonymous]
is your counselor putting you on antidepressants? Dude, those make you like a lot worse off than you are without them. They can make a person suicidal.

Ima add you to my friends list okee?

**billie joe is very very hot sex =) haha

-Mashell
[Anonymous]
my pictures are demented
[Anonymous]
hi
[Anonymous]
thanks a bunch, you rock! haha i love greenday...i think ima say that every time i comment on here =) and your picture looks good! did it hurt getting your eyebrow done? haha i bet that gets annoying...ppl asking you...everyone asks me that about my nose...and it gets annoying...haha well ill shut up now =)

-Mashell
[Anonymous]
ya, my mom wants me to see someone about my "craziness". today was shitty. my sister got in a car accident so i was in the hospital all night. she is ok thou. she had a torn spleen. ugh. i hate life sometimes. talk to you lata. homieizzle
aww hun, im sorry i kno how ur feeling. but i promise it will get better. gotta go take care

amanda
haha well.
I ordered some from merchnow, merchdirect, and drive thru records.
oh and smartpunk :)

anywhere really haha

and Im glad you still love me.
you're my homie g haha


love!,
we should be friends. that would be hellacool! lol. i cant wait til we get a big fancy house! ahh! think of the possibilities! PARTAY! ooh! kids with mike! aww *blushes* lol. glad you thought of me when walking contradiction came on! :)

are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? are you feelin like a social tool without a use?
[Anonymous]
gReat :)
uh huh. they r an interesting bunch of kiddie*s :) hehe

lol ur gReateR haha me=c0rny!
oh gosh oh gosh
it flows so beautifully.
Justine Gotti Agnello.
but u kno what...he had a sister named Justine that died at birth :(
his bro Carmine even has a tatoo of her name on his shoulder.
oh g0sh!

oh im sure he is.
& he*s still lookin out for his friends
like he aLways did.
[Anonymous]
ya i have those fanatasies alot too. ugh i heard ppl talking about me today too, so i threw a pencil at them. it poked them and i had to go to the principals. stupid fuckers deserved it. haha. anyway... lots of love. homieizzle!
OMG! WALKING CONTRADICTION = MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE GREEN DAY SONG EVER! Srry. Random outburst but it really is my favorite Green Day song...well its at the top of the list. Lol. Tre Cool? Hmm. What role can he play in our home? Maybe he can be the butler..? No hes the drummer of GREEN DAY! Hmm..we'll be nice and let him live with us and we can all live together in the gigantic billion dollar house they buy us! Woohoo! Haha. I can't wait!

love,
[Anonymous]
No.. I don't think he understands at all
[Anonymous]
he's known for 3 months
[Anonymous]
thanx :) i know every single song on the cd too. ive had it since the day it came out! *sticks out tongue* lol just playin. well you can marry billie joe cuz im gonna marry mike! so ha! lol. thanx for the comments!

love,
sarah

There's a drought at the fountain of youth, and now I'm dehydrating.
My tongue is swelling up, I say shit!

i love that song! lol
[Anonymous]
I just bought some new ones for Christmas.

I ordered some from A Static Lullaby, Armor for Sleep, Finch, Coheed and Cambria, Avenged Sevenfold, and From First to Last. I'm going to order ones from Jamisonparker and My Chemical Romance when I get the chance :)

Broaden my horizons! haha

And I swear Im not a lesbian
*pinkie promise*
YOU DONT HAVE TO RUN AWAY IN FEARRRR haha


Well, catch you on the flipside.

love!,
But thats my catch.. he does know and doesn't like me back... and its really hard to like look at him now.. especially since hes one of my good friends :-/
[Anonymous]
told u so :)
see i dont lie lol

yes. exactly. spontaneous Billie Joe haha

omgg i love u.
haha
john + me = perfect wow i love it :)


ooh ooh i kno. john would...i dunno.


thank u. :( im at a loss of words when it comes to him. i didnt even kno him. but he was so close with every1 else. i dunno. he*s in a better place thas for sure.
[Anonymous]