* __ Choreographed with lack of passion.

Listening to: Greenday-Redundant
Feeling: awkward
Because I love you`s not enough I`m lost for words. [ xxx ] - _ new things going on in my life - I went to Ben`s on saturday ♥ god i wish he`d feel the same -school just doesnt change. not that I care -Jes _ Adam [ ? ] wow. thats something more complicated than it sounds. - I have a new layout. pretty radical huh? - I wanna fly _ me and my random thoughts. ♥ you know you love me-
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hmm..the next show iis the 8th..and then theres another the 15th..yeah there awesome :)..andddd i love your background! kAy ♥
[Anonymous]
ur diary iz so kick ass i luv it lol..
nice diary
i x3 tbs
=)
Adam was so march 24th ago. :)

i hate looking in "thier" infos. it depresses me a BIT.

then again its liek what u said..

im more attached to Darryl.


and im not GOING to be like everyone else and "like chris" dude, (hehe) half the freshman girls liek him.
and he likes andie so why start? dont matter..I always have darryl on my mind no time for any other losers.
[Anonymous]
KOOL SD
HI BESTFRIEND.
can u make me a layout. i kind of deleted mine with my codes.
oh yeahh nice going..i told jackie and she said blah blah CALL ME IF U GET THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO TELL U SOMETHING BLAHHH.
[Anonymous]
i live in raleigh and people come here sometimes but it's mostly just clay aiken. 'cause he's from here.
hey how do you get the text to move/ the header to be in a different font?
kno.
it just didnt feel right.

well anyways i talked just a lil tOo much right
sorry bout all that


take care girl
[Anonymous]
school thing. i wouldnt want anyone in school findin out my problems cuz ppl in school they TALK & TaLk
and twist ur words around like no other its crazy thas drama that really doesnt need to be started lol

oh mann if anyone found my diaries. that would be soo insane. i read some of the things i wrote to my BFF once, she just laughed it was weird like my thoughts that were 4 only me i read to her. i mean i tell her basically everythin but u--
[Anonymous]
cuz ever since i started gainin weight i got alotttt more compliments on my looks then ever b4. like every1 was like damn justine, u gained some weight, but ur look good, real good at first i didnt really kno how to take it. how did i get into this lol?
so ne ways back to you. . .
aww thas so sweet. he cares about u. he should ur sucha awesome person, i dunno y he wouldnt. yep talkin to ppl is the best & i agree with u bout the whole--
[Anonymous]
its so stupid now cuz like i just gained a lil bit of weight right now cuz ppl kept tellin me im sOO skinny so i gained weight for them & today i went to the mall i picked out some size 1 jeans & they didnt fit, i was ready to break down & cryy & to make things worse i got my sister makin fun of me cuz i dont fit in 1s anymore & she does. like i dunno ppl still think im tiny but that # just KILLS me i cant handle it, but then i dont get so mad--
[Anonymous]
conscious around them & w0w does that stress u out if u have to see them alot oh mann wow i soo feel ur pain.
damnn girl that is soo good to hear a week is acually a long time. those days go by so slow when u feel like u need to do SOMETHING to ease the pain & u kno u cant do that. that use to happen to me when like i would stop eating 4 a while. but i always got caught my mom & family would like force food down my throat. it was awful--
[Anonymous]
aww well that really good to hear. i think that way too.& plus thas like sucha selfish thing to do to the ppl around u. who really do care about u. i really wanna grow up & have some kids lol [random i kno].
w0w ur like exactly like me with how u deal with things ina way. like u are completly fine with likin the person & being around them but when they found out u like them everythin changes and then thas when u start gettin all self--
[Anonymous]
HAPPY EASTER 2u2 lol
oh mann sweetie. i hope u never go that far. if u did i wouldnt even kno :( but dont let things like that get 2 u. i mean i can understand that Jason tellin Ben u think he*s hott&all that was aweful. but it shouldnt bother u i mean if they wanna talk just let them, their dumb. i dunno u just can let it bother u babe. every1 deals with their pain a differnt way, me i EAT or DONT eat & it sometimes helps...but come on--
[Anonymous]
the teachers here stand behind you.... literally
they caught someone looking up porn on google a few weeks ago so yeah
hey that's cool.... bowling for soup played here a while ago but other than that we haven't had any concerts except clay aiken.... because this is raleigh
school sucks..everyone knows that! only people who like it are the prep bitches lol. but the off the wall comments are great. Keeps me alive really lol, if you were as bored as me your type stupid shit too lol.

like this comment...
:D loves ya!
finally schools over *sighs*
at my school we can never get on the computers without teachers watching us.... so that sucks. have i told you your comment pic kicks ass?
yeah i miss you too! n idk im still upset n all but idk life sucks thats all neways i NEVER write in sitdiary nemore im attatched 2 my space ts the shit
lol everyone likes to comment to me and just give me some off the wall comments. It blows my mind at times. lol anywho! i forgot what i was going to say lol

loves ya chick, later :D
im doing good...could be better but hey its life...you get use to it with time.

loserchick
[Anonymous]
my school sucks ass
we dont have a lot of teachers... and theyre all bitches.
except for mr friedrick. who is a man.
ok anyway i g2g now.... i really hope im sick tomorrow.
heh yeah with my parents its.... well if i have ANYTHING even the tiniest headache then i can pretend well enough and they let me stay home.
my throat hurts right now.
good sign.
no its not
i forget where i got it :-P
awesome diary!!!
i love your new layout. :D
in the end its kinda dumb, hurtin urself to eaze the pain when really it worsen*s it. the thing that helps me now is just talkin to ppl, or keepin a diary. i have my own handwritten one & its amazing how much that helps. almost ALL my problems have gone in there, but i dunno where im goin with this im just rambling on and on....


i*ll ttyl hun
[Anonymous]