yesterday, I left school early because I didnt feel good. the nurse thinks it's the stomach virus or whatever she called it that everyone's been getting. like literally everyone in my school is sick. but, i'm going to tell you what I think it is. even though josh is right, im not a doctor. not like a doctor would think of this .. but 2 days ago .. I seen Nigel walking outside to his car & I got this really sick almost puke feeling in my stomach I told my mom about it & she said that it's probably because im nervous about him graduating because im only a sophmore & he's a senior & he's going to be leaving in about 3 months. and she thinks that it's because I dont want him too leave. [ which is deff. true ] and yesterday morning I seen him in the hallway and got that same feeling. and I was sick all second period. but yeah, and then I thought he was mad at me because he didnt come to see me after lunch and I almost started crying. [ I was sitting in our usual place, alone for 15 minutes and he never showed ]= ] so that's when I went to the nurse. and she sent me home. but she was being a douche about it first o_O then today I just didnt go to school. because I was tired & I felt sick. and I still do feel kind of sick-like. Nigel IMed me right when he got home. he asked me where I was & I told him I stayed home. then he told me he missed me. and he was looking all over gym class for me. and he told me that after he beat me at badmitton he was going to kiss me. FOR SERIOUS. i shouldve went to school. I was freaking all night. im still worked up over it. :( ehhhh. that's pretty much it. im going to go. because I feel sick again. PSSSSSSSSS. I get to see Big Tom tomorrow! [ like anyone but me cares. ] he got out of jail on thursday. lmao. bye lovessss <3