So today went okay.. i went to tennis but then when i got in the car to go home my mother starts harping on me..again. about my car.always. i hate it. i need to somehow come up with 300 dollars before october....but thats just for insurance! and then i have to get another 252 before/during october.. its bull sh**. i need so much money that i dont have. and i only have 150 in the bank. woohoo. thats gonna get it. i dont think so. so im broke and if i get a job there would be no way for me to get there cuz i wont be able to use my car cuz its not paid off but i cant pay it off unless i get a job, but then it goes in a damn circle. i seriously need money big time...hopefully i get money for my b-day ..hmmmm and then yeah jessica i might not even be able to go to the party/ your house/sunday. because i got in a big fight with my mom....she threatens to take everything from me..my friends too...thats nice, right.. :( i hate it here most of the time.. yeah and they then ask me to milk. yeah right like i am going to do anything for them... everyone is getting boyfriends or someone who REALLY cares about them and im not,....im in my own little world...hating it.. I miss you too britty. i will drive up to see you if i ever pay off my car.. iHEARTyou and miss you more than you think.. Love you! mwah "Lost in a different world"....greg