Me again. -Im so stressed right now! omgsh. My rents wont let me go snowboarding on saturday. it was pretty much the only thing that i was looking forward to ALL WEEK. EFFING-A. Then my dad is like "you better feed your rabbit or i'll shoot it" And I HAD been/still am feeding it. Hes like "i'll kill it before it starves." But it HASNT been going hungry! I hate him arghhhhhhi am so not even kidding. i cant wait until i can move out. i really hate it here...and seriouslyi dont even feel like im supposed to be part of THIS family. - Then I was on the internet, yes,on msn too, but i wasalso doing my hw for U.S. Gov't, and researching a president There is a slideshow that is due tomorrow and im not close to done, so im finding more info. Okay so im looking and then mom and dad are like "get off! Jordan HAS to use the internet!" I was like um no he doesnt. his little thing that he is doing is a thing between him and his friends. its just 'for fun' I had to use the computer , but i was arguing with them and trying to tell that i needed it cuz my project was due tomorrow,and that i need it more than him, but NO! They fucking hate me ... i swear. Always! Its always in Someone else's favor,but not mine. I bet that you can guess what happened...yeah the little rat got to go on the internet and he got his way. Oh yeah, i also couldnt be in the room when he was on it either. i had to leave! So they kicked me off and out. BITCHES!! -All of this might seem dumb to anyone who is reading this, but to me its not. so tough. -I wish i could live with friends. It would be so fun. W?E It'll never happen -My rents ate so nasty to me. omgsh. i know that im not the niceset to them, but they dont have to be asses about things. It pisses me off how they yell at me and NEVER EVER hardly ever at my bother and sister. F**KERS! arghhhhh. im so mad at them. I always end up getting yelled at, and then sometimes end up crying or something like that. I seriously cant stand them. And i know that people say "OH, if you get mad just stop talking to them or just walk away." But you know, I CANT! im not going to let them treat me like shit. I cant help it. I dont know why. I never can/ could. -Then to add to problems, Grant makes me soo mad at times, weather he means to or not. yes i realize that sometimes its fine and w/e and it doesnt bug me , but idk. I do know that he tries to irritate me sometimes. w/e Its dumb. Next time i just will ignore the anoying part. -I have always been afraid to write about someone in my sitdiary because im afraid of what they MIGHT say to me at school the next day or maybe they just might hate me for saying it. BUt now, im just not caring. jess g. OH, and i have a cold... :(