fuck everyone
i see where i stand
why does everyone feel like they have to leave me out of everything...why do people have to shove every little fucking thing in my face as if to say "look what im doing...im better than you i dont need you" i look at them and their perfect little lives...they got what they wanted..i fell behind and now im being left behind..are you happy now...you got it all you got what you wanted im not in your way anymore to screw everything up...you have IT ALL..
maybe no one needs me
then why the hell am i here
please tell me because i desperately would like to know
again "
and then end every sentance with an over an aol during the sumer lol
-amanda
sondra
-amanda