i do not wish to be single anymore this singleness is making me mad i spend all this time chasing guys, trying to make them like me back and it never works out all i want is for one of those times to work out i really want a boyfriend...just a reason to actually want get up in the morning... just having sum1 to like...makes you realize how great life is and to always look forward to something..i want one..:( so bad anyway enough with me complaining...sorry you had to hear about that... anyway- i've really been thinking...i wonder what song kenny was singing at the time the picture was taken on my background? i dont know but its bugging me lol...(obsessed and cant get over it) ive really been noticing that when i view people's journals i actually first look at their music...im just soo overly excited about music..id die without it...whoever invented music is a pure genious lol...its very true though no xmas tree today..bummer...oh well maybe tomorrow? you know what would be really great?? if i came back tomorrow with a boyfriend? yah right..i really wish... ill REALLY stop complaining now..its not like anyone really cares...cauz if they did then they wouldnt exactly be reading my journal lol. yess...well i g2g..!!..i guess ill write later |saRah|