omg im def like pissed right now because i def just wrote a huge entry and it didnt worrk!!! err here i go AGAIN okay...well today was cool i guess..err i think i might be getting sick :(...i dont have a fever YET but my throat hurts...i really really dont want to get sick on xmas so im drinking a lot of cranberry juice because your supposed to drink a lot of fluids..thats what my daddy said lol.. omg guess who i saw at wal mart yesterday!!! chris, this kid that i used to like A LOT in middle school...he went to some other school and i havent seen him in like 4 months...he looks so different now its like crazy lol...i was crcking up soo much i dunno why lol but it was funny...i couldnt stop smiling after i saw him cauz it was so funny and my dad was like why are you smiling?! lol it was just funny... oh yeah and guess what again?? i got my christmas tree!! FINALLY lol...its a lil late but shhh lol..we're gunna decorate it tonite which is cool a package from merch direct came in the mail today...lol wonder who its for ;) lol...i was peeking inside and all i could make out was two shirts...so now i kno three..no.four..things im gettig for xmas...the two shirts, tennis balls, and these awesome slammin kick ass etnies that are the best.lol i cant wait for xmas!! its gunna be so great! oh yeh!! and i wrote a song and its kinda okay...but here it is: Untitled Those words left me this way in my life unnoticed two days ago those words seemed unclear and broken but now two days later the sunscraped skys of fall i realize outside of my heartbreak you captured it all CHORUS sitting from this view from these blind eyes i think of you two days ago left broken hearts but now healed uncertain of where to start start singing me a song of forgiveness and watch me turn it down and when the last verse drowns your voice in sorrow this new heart will break the sound CHORUS 1x two days later from two days ago the cold hearted winter i realize outside outside of my healed heart of final words and regrets, are you the beginner? CHORUS 2x don't escape those words you cant take back your running up endless time in this heartache town of woes and worries you were the last to commit this crime CHORUS 1x sitting from this view from these blind eyes can i think of you? two days ago left broken hearts but now healed certain of where to start thats it!! lol yay i think its okay.it could be better hah but oh well well i think im gunna leave for now..ill probally write later...bye!! |saRah|