wooh im so tired its not even funny.. im so happy. my sister came back home from the shore..i never knew how great it was to have her around.i dont think i could have lived one more day with just my brother last night could have been great. but it wasnt..things arent working right now i dont know..mitch says i have to keep trying and that it was just a first time plan that didnt work out and i hope hes right ive been helping out people a lot lately..i feel like im in the middle of the mitch/susan thing..well i dont feel like it..i am..its sort of hard but im helping them and i really dont want to see them like this so hopefully what i have to say makes an impact on them i want to go to the warped tour really bad on august 8th..! i dont know who id go with though..but if things get any better between me and him then it might be possible. i just realized that i hate people that try to change their appearance to try to fit in..i was thinking and if you want to try to fit in..then people should like you for who you are not what you look like..i mean change is good but if changing is for the wrong reasons then it isnt that great. i dont know i was just thinking about it sort of randomly.. i got my pictures developed from the last day of school and im pissed cause only like 5 of them turned out cause my camera is a piece of shit..lol so i got a new one and its SOOOO COOL! it might just motivate me to take pictures i should be: doing my chores packing getting dressed at tennis eating breakfast i figured ill skip tennis today. i woke up late-ish anyway. i feel bad..:/ but there are some people taht havent gone at all yet so it makes me feel a little better medford fireworks tonight ;) everyone should be there..im going its gunna be coooool welllll considering i havent really started packing yet and i have to leave for utah on monday, i should continue packing..!! ill write later