yes...is it even possible to be obsessed with a journal? its so amazing to see how boring my life actually is lol i wish i had a life, seriously...me and amanda were talking last night about other people's journals and how everyone else is like "yes and today i went skydiving, but that wasnt THAT big...tomorrow i will jump off a cliff" isnt jumping off a cliff skydiving?? OH well..for some reason all my good songs on winamp are being losers lol...they just wont work..which is why i mixed a cd dedicated to the soon-lost songs...the ones that i wish i coud keep on there but will soon never work like all the other less-fortunate ones... thats sort of sad, you know? one day all my songs will vanish and ill have nothing left..all that hard work and dedication all down the drain..god i swear im gunna cry, i love my music lol its my dream saturday night...at home with my dad watching the travel channel..i think i will stay online until my sister comes home lol... these journals are very addicting...i cant stop writing in them..aggh i gotta stop lol, im gunna shorten it to twice a day and if i write more than twice than you have my permission to yell at me some things arent going very great right now...something happened and i feel a fight coming on between me and a [certain] friend...i hope she forgives me...ehh life sucks sometimes but theres way too many great things out there to make me want to throw it all away i think i should take zeke off alert, becauase its really bugging me..it makes me want to like him even more i think i will but not just yet ;) lol i def. need more friends on my friends list lol i only have 2 anyone want to volunteer to be a friend on my friends list?? lol jkjk christmas is coming up ;) have no clu who im buyng for and what ill figure that out later well this is my last for tonite..unless the world is gunna blow up in 10 minutes or something then im not gunna write another entry because i need to control myself haha |saRah|