blah blah blah ... ok so today was a pretty good day... some of my friends really suck tho haha ok well yea most of them dont like ... i love sherry julia lexi ashlee jamie nd like alot of other people but yea people just really suck all together. Im so happy tho for 2 reasons ok so 1 is because i had a good talk with 2 of my friends and 1 of them like feels the exact same way as me. And also ... i wish i would have listend to jamie and jen last year and erlier this year because bfore ... i was 2 blind to see it ... but now... its clear... (lexi knows wat im talking about ... i love you soo much lexi)... o and also i had a realli good long talk with britt nd sara... it reminded me soo much of 5th grade. I love them so much and im gonna miss them so much next year. THanks lexi for caring so much that im not gonna be there next year, and also thanks lexi jen sherry and tova kat nd everyone for mentioning how much you care about me because right now just sucks and i realli needed to hear it ... i love you guys so much and care about u guys more then nething!...also julia , thanks for being there for me. Sara Britt and alli i love u guys thankss a bunch for everything. lauryn thanks for talking to me when i needed you tova i love u!! so much!!!! emily amanda allie nd cait thanks for caring so much nd im gonna miss u guys like hell but atleast weve gotten 2 years in school with eachother!!. i just love all my friends so much its amazing how much they help. Ok well school today was fun yup yup. lunch wasnt realli that x-siting today actully it was just blah. i did somthing i promised myself i wuldnt. And with Lexis help im just gonna forget about it. In ss tova wrote me a goodbye note :) im definetly gonna write her back. after school i went to wendys with alli nd britt omg it was soo fucking funni, and we also bought cameras and strawberry fraps! haha and then i went home nd later julia nd lexi nd i went to the mall. i didnt realli get nething but i lost like 15 dollers sumhow then im home now and blah i dno i think i realli need gordon back. She comes home 2marro and iv missed her so much i need her here cuz without her i feel like shit. I cant wait till 6 flags thursday!!... with julia sherry alli britt sara lexi cichy nd ashlee i think nd moreeeee haha its gonna kick ass omg ok so todai abby my best friend she made me happy once again... so did dan and chris!...i mean i think im starting to like both of them but i dno i kno i cant do that but its just stuck... im realli confused right now but sumthing chris said to me that just made me realli happy ... AnarkistHope: u goin to abby's place saturday?? hidenbehindeyez: yeaa hidenbehindeyez: i think AnarkistHope: nice hidenbehindeyez: r u? AnarkistHope: if u go hidenbehindeyez: okk i will AnarkistHope: haha AnarkistHope: i better see u there i cant wait! hidenbehindeyez: lol u will i kno its kinda gay but these are the kinda things that makes me like start liking guys... i dno kinda weird but yeaaa thanks jamie for burning me the TBS cd i love u! thank you to all my friends who the last few days have been telling me they were gonna miss me. Its made me feel so much better because this last week has been shit... fuck you for making me feel this way! peace sammie---