I love going home and crying everyday ... :) .... Its weird what you find out .... sumtimes what you find out is was you least expect... soo... its still wensday im writing again... "mystery person" and I talked a little... turns out she did know my diary... who would have known .... G-D GORDON!!... just kidding i <3 you :) .... well it was weird finding out what i did ... i thought our converstation would be totally diffent... i guess its true what they say ... you never know until you try ... or in this case you never kno until you talk ... kinda gay i kno but o well ... iv dicided im going 2 by an artist ... <3 mrs lind (my wonderful art teacher<3 i got this like sketch book thing and ever since whenver i have been bored i dicided to pick it up and just draw... there not the best drawings but o well ... i did the best in the class on my art project and mrs lind used it as an example for the class <3 :) im still confused ... about my "depressed time" ... its weird ... i did this current event thing for health and its like about children and depression disorders ... it tells like how kids get depression and stuff " A child who is unhappy about a friend who treats them badly normally gets over it in a couple of days" ---- Marilyn B. Benoit, MD. sounds like the opposite of me doesn't it? well i dno whats up with "mystery person" but I kind of told her how I felt. Witch wasn't good. I didn't want to tell her because I knew she would get all depressed again and thats why I would always try to hide it, Sorry if "mystery person" hates me but Its how I feel. I didnt make her read my entery and she doesn't have to care. Like I wrote in my last entary i didnt want any of my friends depressed again, and I don't know what it going to happen in the rest of this year and summer. I hope its what im hoping for.... well ill write more 2marro... peace Sammie--