ok so its kinda weird... this entry is about a guy... but its funni because yea i know i always write entrys about guys i like but this i dno feels differnt... its not about ne of the 3 guys i have written about before... its someone more mature... although iv only known him for alittle while its weird.... hes not like ne other guy... maybe its because hes a year older... yea i kno he doesnt like me and i kno im just being gay but. maybe a mirical... :( maybe he will like me... that would make me so happy im looking for a real relationship i dnoo ... shut up i kno im a loserrrr sssaaaammm