ok well today was an awsome day after i left home g-d i was about 2 kill myself ... ahh ok well i went to sherrys with julia nd we did karyoke then julia left nd sherry nd i walked 2 buger king then half way 2 julias when lexi ashlee nd julia come pulling up in a car when they were looking for us hehe then we had fun at julias omg funnies time ever... well now im home from this fun night... but tonight i found out shit ... i realli wish i had a friend that didnt talk shit behind my back but i guess i dont ... since the person i thought never did turned out 2 be just like the rest of them... then jus blah ... i think jamie was mad at me but i hope shes not nemore because i tried talking 2 her ... ok to some people i might jus be a person who is there when no1 ellse is but fuck those people... i try my hardest 2 help all my friends and i always kno wat they are feeling ... even if they dont help me... fuck everyone who trys to bring me down... dont get in my way... and yea i said that 2 you kat if ur reading this because i thought u would care... like i care... but maybe i was wrong ... maybe i was wrong this hole time... so yea ... it was an okai day thanks to everyone who brought me down... peace sammie--