gah ok i dont feel good nd yea i cnt sleep so im writing ... im just thinking that iv had this diary now for almost 2 years... i started writing in it when i was in 7th grade and now i am going to be a freshman in like a month... weirdd... but yea i dno wat to say but i feel like shit right now and im being a bitch nd i feel kinda left out?...nd kinda like everyone is going there own ways... today i was talking to gordon about how everyone is going there own ways nd its weird... cuz im just here. and i dont know what im going to do or whats going to happen now that i am going to be a freshman but ok ill write more later cuz kat is sleeping nd i feel like the keyboard is really loud... nd yes she is still here nd she has been here for a week... bye