Its thurday... 1 more day till the concert!!... yay today i was actully happy... gordon wasnt at school todai but cichy came back what fun ... im so pissed tho because somthing happend that like totally ruined my happyness... ok so like i come home from school ... i had 2 walk by the way because to stupid mom didnt pick me up... my sister was suspended but still had no car to come get me and my dad was at work ... im home for alittle while then finally my dad comes home ... we go out 2 get food then come home ... when he gets a phone call ... I answerd it... it was my mom nd she was lik crying, well neways i give the phone 2 my dad and he goes into the other room nd finally after like a little while he comes back and i ask him wats wrong and he wont tell me!! all he said was that my mom isnt coming home and wont be back until 2marro! ... how gay is that, he thinks i cant like handel wats wrong!.. omg life is so messed up, like i was having the best day and then this ... its like ... where is my mom?? i think i deserve to kno ... my sister knows 2 but she wont tell me ... gay gay gay gay gay! ahh well i dont know wats wrong ... and tomarro i wont see my mom later because after school im going stright 2 lauyrns for the concert and then we are haveing a sleep over! fuck this is so gay ... but im still pretty happy :) until i find out what realli happend to my mom ... shes missing ... i dno ... this has happend before but like a long time ago ... so i dno she came back before ... well im gonna go do laundrey... ill write more later peace Sammie- girl without a mom ... fur now