Im so sick of crying ... its like somthing i cant get over... dont you wish that u cared less about someone or somthing ... like it makes you cry ... but somehow it gets better ... and then you know its gonna get worse again but you think ill handel it if it gets that bad again ... well for me it always goes and i kno it ... its like im so happy then right after a week er sumthing ... the bad happends all over again and i break down in tears ... ugh i hate it so much ... i always say like ... omg im never gonna trust that person or talk to that person again ... but then i always do becuase the persons my friend ... even tho deep down i kno i should be if they make me cry that much ... ugh ... it always gets to the point were i want to just kill myself ... and thats how i feel right now ...im soo sick of crying ... but i cant help it ... g-d thease r days were i cant wait to go to my new school ... bye Sammie---