ok so its sunday now... taryns party is later tonight ... fun fun fun! well ok im feeling alot better then i was yesterday ... i thought gordon was mad at me but shes not and we had a nice long talk about things... i love her so much nd im glad shes not mad at me :) :) well i think jamie nd kat are mad at me but i dont kno... ok well neways so yesterday gordon jamie nd i went to elliots house it was alot of fun everyone was playing the gutiarr nd they were playing Cute without the E hehe good song ok then heres were bad came kinda it was kinda fun tho...gordon nd i had this water bottle of pure bacardi... then jamie was like yelling at us and i mean i guess she has a right to be mad but i mean wtf? its our decison.Yea but gordon slapped me because i called her a slut nd all this stuff but yea we were good nd yea gordon was like making out with this kid and like they were on the pool table in the bathroom in the closet nd on teh couch is was kinda weird then jamie nd elliot were together 2 nd so yea i was just sitting there nd i dicided to call kat cuz shes a person i always call on if im bored, introuble, need sum1 to talk 2, am drunk or just for nething...then i told her id call her back nd Then gordon came back to my house nd i wasnt really drunk nd like i was fine but then gordon was tripping up my stairs and my mom could totally tell she was drunk. i dont think im gonna get in trouble tho. Then i called kat back nd we were on the phone nd her nd gordon like were "fighting" in a way i guess nd gordon wanted to leave so i had to try calming her down then she finally did then i got off the phone with kat nd gordon went to sleep then i could finally fall asleep but before i did i wrote me last diray entery. Then the next morning gordon nd i woke up at 8:17 and it is now 9:11 ...we had a good talk then gordon just left because she had to do science and so yea im here not tired but not able to fall asleep... i dicided that i love gordon cuz we can always talk about things with eachother nd i kno she wont tell nd she always helps me with things nd knows how im feeling...:) well im really tired so ill write more later peace Sammie---