ew... i dont know what i feel right now... im not in a good mood but not the worst mood... i was in a really bad mood before... i feltt soooo shitty fur some reason i dno i jus got all down about thingss... maybe im jus pmsy or sumthin but i dnoo... im feeling not nessasarly better but i dnoo i feel weird... not really in a mood to talk or type so ill write more later peace sssaaammm i cant be what you want even less of what you need it hurts me when i see there is so much that i cant be im the best im going to become i cant save you i feel so numb i guess i want so much to help you but want so much to get it through shutt upppp