I FEEEL MORE THEN AMAZING I FEEL WONDERFUL! AHH!! ok i kno this is my second time writing but i went to CP tonight nd it was really alot of fun besides like 1 thing ... like i do care about this person but jus cuz this person is upset i cant let it ruin my time witch is why i kno wat i gotta do witch i will 2maroo... julia u kno wat it is... nd yea i think im gonna jus like furget all the shit nd the past nd its like yo be cooL ... but tonight was an awasome night... i feel so great right now i love it ... i jus needed to let go of a few things and i finally did it and i can go on and be happy i love this feeling so much i mean i have my true friends who i love 2 death nd i have people who hurt me who i have 2 put in the past nd i think i have finally done that... yay fur me!! i feeel sooo proud of my self its soo good! ahh i dont know why i feel so good inside its just such a change from wats been goin on this year oy i feel like i dont needa depend on this person nd when i culdnt i wuld get upset but its all changed now...AHH I FEEL SO GOOD WHY!! AH I JUS LOVE THIS FEELING ITS THE BEST FEEELING IV EVER FELT BEFOREEE :) YAY!