you know it hurts when one of ur friends starts believing you wont be friends forever...but does it hurt more when one of ur BESTFRIENDS says it? ... trust me it does... alot... it makes me feel sick... i cant believe one of my best friends believes that... and it hurts when u cant think of anything to change it... and you dont know how 2 handel it... i guess its just one of the problems u have 2 deal wit in life... i just didnt think it was gunna happen now with this certain friend... it makes me feel like i wanna cry.... and im not trying 2 start sum big drama scene but it just makes me really upset nd it wasnt expected... its just a change i have 2 deal wit... and no1 ever said all change was good... but i dno i guess i wasnt prepared for this change when i should have been... i guess its just one of teh flaus in changing schools... i guess its just one of the things that makes u wish u didnt have to change schools... nd if it were up 2 me id wanna stay friends wit my best friend... but i cant make the chioces fur both of us... i jus wish i understood... its a way i thought wed be friends furever?... well furever isnt long anymore this has been such an upsetting day nd i dont feel good ... i feel like shit nd i wanna feel better :( :( ssaammm