hey its ...11.58 and tonight i have been on the phone with 1000 diff people... right now its lexi and ahh i hate people ... blah blah...theres like 1000 people at my house now getting drunk ... i live with a house of alchohlics... but i guess the truth really goes come out when your drunk... hey kat i hope u remember this because i always willl... Yourockmaisox: Fuck u go 2 hell dont talk to me ever again you put me through so much shit im so sick of you p.s. sam..i never gave u up..nd i still want 2 b ur friend..but i kno that i have hurt u er done bad stuf 2 u b4..nd if u dunt wanta b my friend again..i understand.. ---- this is such bullshit g-d ... and you wonder what u do 2 me?... yea thats pretty cool...i just wish u could have felt how i felt then. atleast i got sherry jamie britt cichy sara jen lexi nd ashlee here for me... i love u guys... yea nd also ... if your gonna laugh about someone behind their backs... make sure they dont findout... thanks gordon and julia... i wont try to watch out for you again. this has been such a stresful day jus tryin 2 look out for all my friends and i dont want nething 2 happen. wat happend to best summer? everything was going fine... but i guess my life isnt ment to be fine... somthing must always go wrong and im so sick of it ... ending my life is really looking good... hopfully ill just stop being a chicken... come on samm, stop being such a mom type, stop being a baby, dont be a chicken. Just get some guts and do it fucking already. Forget about people who have hurt u and cut u deeply.. Just cut it and do it yourself. Theres nothing stoping you now... STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING CHICKEN AND DO IT ALREADY. NOONES AROUND. CUT IT ALREADY!!... CUT IT DEEP!!! *maybe im crazy* summer... wata turn.... peace sammie--- i always remember never forget if u say things you kno youl regret put it behind burry the past hide it far and hide it fast i cant forget what u say it comes as a memoery every day