Its Sunday night ... im bored nd Depressed... as usual... this is my first time writing ... my friends ashlee nd kat have this ... ashlee got me into it tho ... shes one of my few cool friends ... every1 ellse is just anoying ... i hate this... im depressed all the time ... it sucks ... im so worried about all my friends ... but im sick of them at the same time ... like i dno how i feel its just weird ... this is just another bad day ... hopfully 2marro will be better becuase ever since january everything has been bad ... its a long story ... but alot started last summer but didnt realli get bad till this year ... 7th grade is the worst espesully with friends ... i hate friends sumtimes.. i feel so depressed nd people who are soppose 2 be my best friends dont even care ... its weird ... whatever ... next year im changing schools ... i wont realli kno ne1 at my new school so hopfully it will be alot better ... well im tired iv cried fur a while ... being depressed isnt that fun but i guess ill live (hopfully) ...ill write more later peace Sammie*