Ok I suspect this will be a long one. Ok, first off, Angela wrote this note, to Josh, and gave it to me so I could put it on here, here it is: Dear Josh. Alright I am writing this to tell you how much I love you. Im still a little pissed off about you lieing to me about stacey. "But this, too, Shall pass" I do wonder why you did lie to me, are you honestly just trying to make me jeleous? or are you trying to find a chance to hang out with this girl? if your attracted to her you would tell me wouldnt you?...maybe you wouldnt.. im not sure im sort of confused. but god do I ever love you so tell me the truth because i will find out eventually, will i not? you dont have to prove to me that other girls are attracted to you, i have eyes of my own. Godd! You always make it seem that you love me so much.. why would you do this to me? i think about you enough, always thinking about what you are doing. your occasional drinking (that worries me). you think you'll be smart, but what happens when it gets out of hand and you continue? it will, NO EXCUSES!!! so just listen to me got damnit!!! you get the jist that i do NOT want you to drink...god...even a blind squirrel would know that!! on another note i know that time you didnt call when you said you would...you were busy but you said you werent...i guess i just slipped your mind...YOU never slip mine... but you make it seem like you dont care. and you just trying to do that...makes me madd.. ARGG! why do i love you so fucking much.. ahem...on another not, i love you, call me, YOU BETTER..you said you would.. Love: Angela, LOVVEERR!!LOL and thats it. I hope he reads it. And this is what I have to say about this: Jealousy is bad, it ruins relationships *ahem* and fuck you josh for doing that to angela. I dont know why you guys do it, all it does is make us hate you. if you are in a relationship you shouldnt have to do this to get someone to pay more attention to you! now i know this isnt happening to ME but it still fucking pisses me off. obviously, if you do this more, you have some major problems and "need to get your priorities straight." Fin. Nothing too interesting has happened to me. Last night, dad had to go on the roof to mess around with the satelite and he asked me if we should play a joke on mom and i said sure.. so we got his coveralls and filled it with sleeping bags and a blanked (my dad is on the larger side) and dad took it on the roof with him. He then talked to me on the walkie talkie and was just like "Ok rick, now tell me when AH SHIT!!" and he threw it off the roof and im just like "HOLY CRAP MOM DID YOU SEE THAT!" and pointed outside, she looked and saw it laying there and freaked and went outside, when she saw it wasnt real she started screaming "ASSHOLE!" at my dad... yea she was REALLY super pissed at us... bah it was funny. Tomorrow i go to edmonton *sigh*...we are staying in a hotel.. THAT DOESNT HAVE A SWIMMING POOL DAMNIT! how crappy is that. Over the chrimbo hols i am getting my hair cut and dyed...its going to be soooo different, i cant wait, no one knows what its going to be cept me and my mom. Shit, i cant think of anything else, i know there was something funny to put in here...but i dont remember what it was...damnit, maybe ill add it later if i remember it, but for now, i have an essay to write... on "How to get what you want"...yea.. go me, i rock. New amp for Tessa Fund: $15 woot. EDIT I remember now! On thursday i went bowling for gym right, but I wasnt on my usual team, this time i was with Davien, Jordan and Corey. Was soooo much fun! Gawd. Holy crap. Oh and you know what?...Davien reminds me sooo much of Ler. It actually scared the crap out of me.. but he kinda looks like him.. cept ler is alot better.. but you get what I mean.. so it was like.. bowling with Ler. But yea Davien was doing all these funny things.. like he would put lots of spin on the ball and right before it went into the gutter it would turn and get him a few points. Was so funny. And that is all.