Status: C14 Rock is ON THE AIR Today sucked. I guess. It was the same as any other day. I wish it was last year though, I had so much funn...it was nice. Now its just...stupid. But Mitch Didn't move away!!!! I am soo happy. I love him. NO! I am not IN love with him, I love him as a friend, he makes me smile, and hes fun to talk to and hes just so... awesome. But I dont like him so dont even think that. I GOT MY PROMO AD FOR PRS WITH LER ON IT TODAY!!!!! YEEAAA ITS SOO FREAKING AWESOME I LOVE IT TO DEATH! but it makes me want him even more hahaha. okay fine i look stupid in the pic but i look stupid when im uber happy anyway. And I am uber happy. --------- I had a reaaallly bad dream on sunday night. It was about me and my mom, and there was this thing that if I put this pink and blue stuff on a kleenex it was like killing yourself, you would just die in a matter of minutes for nothing. And I wanted to do it but then I decided I didn't want to so I told my mom I didn't want to die anymore.. and then she said "Okay to make it so you dont die you have to put flowers on the grass" so she got PURPLE flowers (ahem, combination of pink and blue, basically) and put them on the grass. and I freaked at her, and went and sat on the couch. I could feel myself shutting down and my breathing slowed and I got tired, I new I was dying and it scared me so bad. I couldn't move my body was lifeless but I was still breathing and then the thought went through my head "You are going to die and you can't do anything about it, and can't say your goodbyes" then I woke up. I felt like crying. But then I had a dream last night about brad pitt... it was really nice. I don't want to get into it hahaha. --------- Today I have given up all hope for one subject that I have never mentioned in my diary. Later, Tessa