Fucking hell! I hate horrible memories, creeping up into your brain and making you sad. The only way to get rid of them is drink till you puke! Jokes. It's not. I got rid of mine by watching a video of a drunk friend. Hahahaa. Now I'm happy cause I laughed my ass off. So anyywaaay. Tis Tuesday. Borrring old tuesday without my charlie cause he's garounded! But *but* I might see him tomorrow. Gunna watch some FREE PPVS BABBBBYYYYYY. On my big screen. Pat can come too. So uhh I feel bad for angela cause she doesn't have her puffer cause her mom is being a dink. I watch her struggle to breath on the way home, whenever I walk with her. And I find myself thinking that I wish I couldn't breathe and she could, just so she doesn't have to suffer. I think it would be better that way. I fuckin HATE COLD FOODS!!! But guess what's on thursday, eh? WISEWOOD VS BEAVVVVV. Soo excited, actually. I'm trying to secure some clothes to wear to the game. So far I have a "maybe" on a number 54 jersey and a number 63(i think :S ) sweat pants. Haha. My favourite people, charlie and jason! Privacy is funny, you know that? What people do in privacy is weeeeeeeirdd. Sometimes I wish I knew everything about everyone. I've lost about 90% of my judgementality (if that's a word) since I went into high school. Pretty awesome if you ask me. We're all older, and what used to be alien to us is becoming the norm. It's so cool. Even with people I'm only 'school friends' with! Like today in the locker room. Talkin about when the last time we had sex, and when we will again. And I'm all.. "LAST NIGHT BITTCHHHHH yeee" and they're all 'ohohhhhhhh score you sluuuuut". Fun stuff, honestly. Life ist wunderbar! Jawohl! Some aspects suckassssss but I'll get over it, cause it'll end in a ..while. daaamn. Okay, here's my list of.. things to be excited about: October 26th. warriors vs lords November 10th. no class 25+26th. weekend with ang&jenn (still have to talk to them.. hahaha) 30th. BRENDEN AND SEAN 30th. PRIMUS December uhh.. break? fuck december haha. actually not looking forward to it at all and then there's nothing until next summer :S and that concludes my boredom of today