I think I may need some reassurance in my life. I think that's what I've been looking for. My Dad always yells at me and tells me I can't do anything and that I'm stupid. I know I shouldn't listen to him but I do and it makes me cry. Kind of sad how just a few minutes ago I got off the phone with him and started crying 'cause he said I was stupid. I need some reassurance from certain friends too. I now have myself convinced that they obviously don't care about anything but eachother, I don't even bother telling them anything cause they don't care. The fallout. I've been waiting for it to happen, I knew it would. If only you could read my private diary you would know that I have anticipated it since December. I think only one person knows everything going on in my life. That's actually kind of sad. The one person I want to talk to a lot but don't, asked me how my weekend was. It surprised me he asked. It made me happy. Count of today: 3 Have a good one.