I've figured it out! I have a selective memory! My memory blocks out a lot of stuff, I don't know why. It keeps me from remembering things on a daily basis, keeps me from thinking of the past. Nothing bad happened, so I wonder why it did it? Maybe something bad DID happen and it just wants to be selective about stuff so I don't have to remember getting hurt? I figured this out.. when I looked at a picture of someone. And I remembered how much I used to like him, and how we would randomly hug in class.. and it all came rushing back, it felt like someone dumped a bin of hot water on me, minus the wetness... it's so wierd. I guess sometimes it's a good thing... but I'm guessing my brain wants to keep past emotions from me.. doesn't even have to be that far in the past! Could be last week ... friggen lame if you ask me. Anyway I noticed that I also have 2 major modes! There is my School mood, and my home mode. School mood is (usually) all smiley and laughy and jolly and fun and shit. Home mode is pissy and lethargic. I even talk slow... wierd. SO YEAH! I guess I am figuring myself out now. AHAHHAAa i CANNOT wait till november! I don't know if it says it for you, but the GOOGLE ad up there now says "PRIMUS CDS" WOOHOO! I love PRIMUS! And Ler. And Herb. And Les.